OH GOSH!!! HOW I AM GETTING FATTER SOON, IF I CONTINUE EATING. OH MAN, SADDDDDDDD. ): Yesterday is a boring day for me, cos i am at home the whole day. So boring. Argh. I was like thinking Why do people want to smoke and go for drinking? Maybe stress or under depression, maybe they think that they feel more better by doing all those thing. If lets say your crush were to do all those thing will you go stop him/her? I'm not too sure. Why thing go this way? This is not the way i wanted it to see. Nobody is perfect in this world, But you can choose to do it or not to do it. Argh. I just wish you won't do it. yea. I can't stop you, but don't wish to see you becoming like that. I will be very sad if you were to do some unbelievable things. Oh man. Why am started to care so much about you. Why am i becoming like that. I hate myself right now. I want to be a happy girl, nomatter what happen i will still put on a smile on my face. I want to be STRONG. I don't know what wrong with me now a days. I'm like so moody. All my smile is fate. My brain cell is damage. I just can't stop thinking. Maybe you will think that i am crazy, why do i still wanna do that even i know that is imposable. Don't ask me why, I myself also don't know. I am now under confusion right now. I'm really trying very hard, but pray that thing will just go smoothly after all. Missed you from the the moment i wake up. And you will never know that actually I'm referring to YOU. Hmmm. IS THE BEST THING YOU DON"T KNOW. :)
Hahas. smile.


YOU''ER JUST LIKE BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY,
THAT EVERYONE OF US WILL NOTICE IT .