`{Tuesday, February 24, 2009`
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day
Shui jiao de da ti qin
The sleeping cello
An Jing de jiu jiu de
Quiet and so old
Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
I think you've made yourself clear
Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
I know and I'm sure
Ni mei you she bu de
You don't regret
Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe
Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
You being with me was in the past
Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
I hope he loves you more than I do
wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Only then will I bring myself to leave
Chorus
Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
You want me to say it, but it is awkward
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
I don't even want to break up
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
I don't have the ability
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
To accept both you and him
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Don't worry too much
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
I'll still be fine
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the ability
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come so fast
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much
This English lyric mean alot to me....
`{Sunday, February 22, 2009`
THE GOD I KNOW
WHEN THE STAGE IS BARE TONIGHT
THERE'S NO ONE ELSE
JUST YOU AND ME
WHEN THE CURTAINS CLOSE BEHIND
THERE'S NO PRETENSE
I'M ON MY KNEES
I WILL LAY DOWN MY LIFE
FOR THE LOVE SACRIFICE
YOU GAVE TO ME
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
THE GOD I KNOW
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE GOD I KNOW
FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE GOD I KNOW
MY TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED
THE GOD I KNOW
LIGHT OF THE CITY
THE GOD I KNOW
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE GOD I KNOW
YOUR HEART BEATS WITHIN ME
AS YOU ARE
SO ARE WE (To verse)
SO ARE WE(To Bridge)
THIS IS MY CRY
MY ONE DESIRE
MORE OF YOU
MORE OF YOU
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
A TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
LIGHT OF THIS CITY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS STRONG AND MIGHTY
AS HE IS, SO ARE WE
Hmmm today went church for cg.
then meet brenda go changi.
hahas.
then down to town.
then go for dinner.
yup.
then back home.
hmmm i am sorry about Saturday.
i just feel really down out of a sudden.
and sorry that i am being so emo all the time.
i know you all really care for me.
but i just dun know how to tell you all about
why am i being so down.
`{Thursday, February 19, 2009`
Hmmm
today school was alright.
but something bad happen.
hai...
sian...
everytime the same old things happen.
Argh.
k.
so i really dun know what are you thinking of.
like i just realise that we actually dun really know one another well.
And i got feeling that we will be no longer close like the past.
I hope that we can stay at sec sch life man.
but it will nv happen.
hmmm i dun know about me maybe the problem is on me bah.
idk. what happen to me now a day.
like i will feel very irritated by a little things.
hmmm dun laur.
just dun care anything le.
`{Monday, February 16, 2009`
Hmmm.
Today
Go school got abit dizzy then nvm.
ended early today.
Otw home walking down the stair nearly fall because of a ball.
Argh
And i am like super throw face laur .
i like shouted dame loud and everybody was like laughing at me.
argh.
Is not i wanna shout de k.
Is i really can't control myself.
Sorry for shocking you all.
hahas.
i really dun know what to say to you
but if you really like him.
then you go back to him.
yup.
if you really dun like him then let him go.
anyway i really feel very happy with you.
hahas.
hope we can last long in our friendship.
hahas.
me and you have the same feeling that we really can't be together.
hahas.
we really can't make it.
hahas
i dun know wherther do i still have the feel for the someone.
Argh. T_T
`{Friday, February 6, 2009`
Today go out with Bi to bugis
then eat dinner there.
then walk around.
then leave there around 7pm.
Bi send me to my bus stop peh me wait for my bus.
then she go off.
<333
Hmmm today is our first day.
and we are no longer PTS anymore.
YEAH.
LOVE YOU LOTS.
WE WILL LAST LONG DE.
MUACKX
`{Monday, February 2, 2009`
Bi
dun be sad le laur.
Although i still dun know understand why are they so important to you.
but no matter what they are still your friend.
they will still talk to you de.
Argh
i just dun know laur
k.
YOU TELL ME AFTER YOU COPY FINISH YOUR NOTES YOU WILL CALL ME DE.
AND WAIT DUN KNOW HOW LONG YOU STILL HAVEN CALLED.
ARGH
I GUESS YOU FALL ASLEEP LE BAH.
Sian.
you always do that de.
so i already used to it le.
k.
i shall continue tmr then.
ByeBye :)
`
Hai
Today school end at 1 plus.
then go eat lunch with Friends.
then back home.
then right now here i'm.
hahas
going to have a nap soon.
hahas.
feel very sleepy today.
k laur.
i take a nap first.