Hmmm. I KNOW IT IS IMPOSEABLE. Nomatter how much i do, it will never happen. And i do not know why am i getting in to this situation. Which is like falling for YOU. ARGH. I and you are only just passerby and not event friend at all. Why am i teasing went ever i think of i am gonna loose you nomatter what. And i will not be seeing you anymore. I just hope that at least you still will be my normal friend "this won't happen". I know i will never be loved by someone. I know i am nothing. I think i shoulden have come to this world. I don't wish to be in this world too. :( Is so stressful and so heart breaking, and make my life so miserable. I hate myself. Now then i believe that in this world there is no true friend, oneday they will just leave nomatter how close you and her are. Nobody can understand how i feel right now. I have loose a friend where she can understand me well and have given me lots of opinions when ever i needed it. I am just no at the right path right now. Who can help me with that?

Erm today is a very boring day for me. Stay at home the whole day watching television and using com. And this is what i do for my whole entirer day. :)