Just another summer

2009-12-09T13:50:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hmmm why all happen that way,
It makes me feel so scared of everything right now.
And right now i got to feel the PAIN and see all marks all over me!!!!!!!!!!!!T_T
i dun want!!!!
iF I NV BEEN SO PLAYFUL EVERYTHING WONT HAPPEN LE.
T_T T_T T_T.....
I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WAN I DUN WANT !!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL NV WANT TO RIDE BIKE AGAIN NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV NV
AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SCARYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN DESERVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

hey!
Today have fun with C Zone!!!!
YEAH!
I love being with you all.
FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!
AHHH Time is so precious to me.
i am in control now.:(
Argh!
i wanna do lots of things.
i will prove all the things to YOU!!!!!!
:(((((((((((((((((((

2009-11-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

AHHHH!!!!
I'm am so frustrated with things.
i need to have plans!
Ahhh!!!
My brain full of Question Mark!
Hai.

2009-09-29T12:09:00.005+08:00

HEY HEY!!!
Saturday.

Service is so touching.
Make me feel something is important.

Sunday.

I am at home the whole day.
I slept till 12Pm
Hahas.
have my breakfast outside (My sister treat)
Then home huixian come my hse to finish up her BMT homework.
then 4pm while she is doing i sleep.
hahas.
i sleep till 6 plus.
then receive christina msg.
Asking me down to her workplace.
then i reach there at 8.
then go home with her.
Yup.
Then I Can't sleep the whole night!
Hai.
And i only get to see the sunlight coming out
But not sunrise.
Hahas.
I must be independent. AHHHHHHH!!!
Crazy crazy crazy!
HAHAHA!!

Monday

Hahas. Having a great day. Yeah!
Hang out with melinda and huixian.
hahas. And learnt something from her.
Yeah. :)))
We are having FUNNNN!!!!
HAHA!

2009-09-21T18:27:00.014+08:00

HEY HEY!!!!
THIS IS SOME OF THE PHOTOS!!!!!!!!!!!
SENTOSA OUTING!!!!
030909!

Rebecca And Me

Sunset NICE NICE NICE!!!!!

Group Photos

Prischelle And Me

Huixian, Me, Chenxi and Debra

Hahas!

Trying To Pull Her Down In To The Water!!!!
HAHAH!!!

SHELLEY'S BIRTHDAY

OTW TO BISHAN!!!!

HAHAH!!!!!!

BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!

:))))))

OMG!!!! IS ALL FINISH!!!!

...

OTW HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUTING TO THE DEAD SEA SCROLLS!!!!

WOW!!!

YEAH! c1

LIYI'S SISTER ONE YEAR OLD BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

2009-08-12T20:55:00.003+08:00

Hello!
I'M BACK.
Hmm sch was alright.
I'm so scared of everything.
I'm so tired.
ARGH!
HOW? HOW? HOW?

Monday
Hmm learnt lots of things in one day.
YEAH!
first i learnt that we have to motivate ourselves to go and
talk to newcomers and get their contacts.
And not just wait for our leaders call us to get to know newcomers
then we go. :)

Second i learnt that went we have new friends we must go know more about them,
go know more on their personal life and what is their needs is important.
And not just hang out with them.
And went we do anything we must have a purposes to it. :)

Third i learnt like being connected with our leaders so that we can learn more things from them. Do not bad mouth people in church. must have a open hearts like went the leaders want us to change in our attitude. Then just change. and alot more. yup :)
HAHAS. :)

Church will HAVE GROWTH! STRONG 120!
LOVE GOD, LOVE LIFE AND LOVE OTHERS!
C1 and 2 will have GROWTH IN 1 OR 2 MONTH TIMES!!!
We will have the NEW PLACE!
If we want we will have IT!
GET INVOLVED!
GET INVESTED!
GET SERIOUS!
GET CONNECTED!
:)

2009-07-10T09:17:00.004+08:00

Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hmm
TODAY IS GONNA BE EXCITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Service with Dr Rev. A.R. Bernard @ HOGC!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!
HAHAS.

Audrey: NO BIKONG IS ALLOW IN MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-09T11:50:00.007+08:00

Hello Everybody!!!!

Hmm Updating NOW!!!!
YEAH!!!!

Monday first day of sch.
hahas. :)
Got no lesson.
hahas.
So get to go home early.
yea.
and i get to go east coast.
hahas.
Audrey and huixian didn't went for their lesson and went with us.
hahas :)

OMG.
Reached east coast it starts to rain.
So we stay at the mac.
hahas.
and we have lots of fun in mac.
hahas. :)

Tuesday
Hahas.
Hmmm late for class.
hahas.
The teacher crazy de.
hahas.
She went to lock the door.
hahas.
So we got to stand outside
and wait for her to come out.
hahas.
then when she came out she
she scolded us.
after scolding she allow us to go in.
her lesson was dame very funny can.
hahas.
After that i get to dismiss at the same time as Audrey and huixian.
So actually wanted to go find liyi, but too tired so go home.
Yeah!!!
:)

Wednesday.
Hmmm sad forgotten to bring HP to sch.
Argh.
So after my first lesson, my teacher dismiss us early for break.
So i took this time to go home and take my Hp.
yup. :)
hahas.
And after that i got another break at 3.
During the break friends keep saying me for eating bread everyday. :(((((
Argh.
and Audrey stole my bread.
Argh.
So funny after my class.
hahas.
i alway get to dismiss early then Audrey.
hahas.
So i went Audrey class.
hahas.
Her teacher dame funny. keep talk and nobody listen to him.
hahas.
After the lesson still dun wanna dismiss them keep counting the students over and over again.
hahas.
:)

And now i am getting ready to go sch.
Argh sad I am ending school at 6pm today.
Argh.
:(

2009-06-17T21:18:00.002+08:00

Erm today went out with shelley, rebecca, chia shing and chantel.
Hahas.
We went AMK then down to Bugis.
Yea. :)
then walk around,
then went to have dinner.
yup.
hahas.
Outing was FUN!!!
Hahas.
I LOVE TO HANG OUT WITH YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!
TMR CG!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CYA. :)

2009-06-16T12:52:00.009+08:00

2009-06-16T11:53:00.002+08:00

OMG I GOT TO SAVE MY BLOG LE IS GOING TO DIE SOON.
HAHAHAHAH
Hmmm I haven been Post for a very very long time le.
Hahahas. :)
Last week i having BMT for three days tue, wed and thu from 1.30 to 7.30 and outing.
hahas.
BMT was OMG.
Everybody was rushing home after BMT to finish up their home work.
Cos we got to hand it up by 11.59.
hahas.
BMT WAS FUN!!!!
Hahas.
And really get to learn lots of New things.
hahas.
YEAH!!!

Friday,
Went down Church to help up,
then went for dinner. yup :)
then home, OTW home chenxi told us lots of funny stuff they do in church.

Saturday,
SERVICE!!!
Come down early to call up kids.
After that we got prayer forcus.
Yeah!!!!
After that we got service,
and service was great.
hahas.
After service hang out for dinner.
yup.
hmm after dinner back to church.
hmm OTW to church i am sorry cos i just walk off.
yup.
i will try not to do that agrain even how angry i am.
yup.

Sunday,
Help up in surge.
hmmm after surge we have Outing.
hahas.
Hmm OTW i am sorry cos i was listening to songs and on the phone with friends.
yup. :(
OMG i got to start to change my attitude. yea.
hmm But after all was okay i talk to ppl while eating.
hahas.
So funny we talk about those funny funny things.
Oh man.
hahas.
outing was really FUN!!!
YEAH!!!
hahas.
R.N IS THE BEST!!!!
hahas. :))))))
R.N ROCKS!!!!!
YEAH!!!

Monday,
Went to AMK.
Hahas.
hmm amk outing was very funny.
alot of funny funny thing happen.
HAHAS.
:))).
Hmm i really have lots of fun hanging out with you all.
:)))))

2009-03-07T20:43:00.004+08:00

Hmmm.
Today nothing much.
I shall talk about ytd then.
hmmm
Get to meet up with Gwen after school.
hahas.
then go for lunch together.
hahas.
i am so happy,
i get to talk to you finally.
hahas.
Miss those times talking to you.
hahas
After that meet brenda down to vivo.
hahas.
then walk around.
after that feel like nothing much walk.
then very sian.
then we went AMK.
walk around then go for dinner.
hahas.
then back home.
:)

2009-02-24T21:51:00.002+08:00

Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo tan le yi tian
Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day

Shui jiao de da ti qin
The sleeping cello

An Jing de jiu jiu de
Quiet and so old

Wo xiang ni yi biao xian de fei chang ming bai
I think you've made yourself clear

Wo dong wo ye zhi dao
I know and I'm sure

Ni mei you she bu de
You don't regret

Ni shuo ni ye hui nan guo wo bu xiang xin
You say you're upset too, that I don't believe

Qian zhe ni pei zhe wo ye zhi shi cheng jin
You being with me was in the past

Xi wang ta shi zhen de bi wo hai yao ai ni
I hope he loves you more than I do

wo cai hui bi zi ji li kai
Only then will I bring myself to leave

Chorus

Ni yao wo shuo duo nan kan
You want me to say it, but it is awkward

Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
I don't even want to break up

Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?

Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
I don't have the ability

bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
To accept both you and him

Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Don't worry too much

Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
I'll still be fine

Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away

Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away

Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?

Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the ability

An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come so fast

Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up

Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much

This English lyric mean alot to me....

2009-02-22T21:39:00.003+08:00

THE GOD I KNOW

WHEN THE STAGE IS BARE TONIGHT
THERE'S NO ONE ELSE
JUST YOU AND ME
WHEN THE CURTAINS CLOSE BEHIND
THERE'S NO PRETENSE
I'M ON MY KNEES

I WILL LAY DOWN MY LIFE
FOR THE LOVE SACRIFICE
YOU GAVE TO ME
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU

THE GOD I KNOW
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE GOD I KNOW
FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE GOD I KNOW
MY TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED

THE GOD I KNOW
LIGHT OF THE CITY
THE GOD I KNOW
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE GOD I KNOW
YOUR HEART BEATS WITHIN ME
AS YOU ARE
SO ARE WE (To verse)
SO ARE WE(To Bridge)

THIS IS MY CRY
MY ONE DESIRE
MORE OF YOU
MORE OF YOU

THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
A TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED

THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
LIGHT OF THIS CITY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS STRONG AND MIGHTY
AS HE IS, SO ARE WE

Hmmm today went church for cg.
then meet brenda go changi.
hahas.
then down to town.
then go for dinner.
yup.
then back home.

hmmm i am sorry about Saturday.
i just feel really down out of a sudden.
and sorry that i am being so emo all the time.
i know you all really care for me.
but i just dun know how to tell you all about
why am i being so down.

Confusion

2009-02-19T19:49:00.005+08:00

Hmmm
today school was alright.
but something bad happen.
hai...
sian...
everytime the same old things happen.
Argh.
k.

so i really dun know what are you thinking of.
like i just realise that we actually dun really know one another well.
And i got feeling that we will be no longer close like the past.
I hope that we can stay at sec sch life man.
but it will nv happen.

hmmm i dun know about me maybe the problem is on me bah.
idk. what happen to me now a day.
like i will feel very irritated by a little things.
hmmm dun laur.
just dun care anything le.

2009-02-16T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.
Today
Go school got abit dizzy then nvm.
ended early today.
Otw home walking down the stair nearly fall because of a ball.
Argh
And i am like super throw face laur .
i like shouted dame loud and everybody was like laughing at me.
argh.
Is not i wanna shout de k.
Is i really can't control myself.
Sorry for shocking you all.
hahas.

i really dun know what to say to you
but if you really like him.
then you go back to him.
yup.
if you really dun like him then let him go.
anyway i really feel very happy with you.
hahas.
hope we can last long in our friendship.
hahas.
me and you have the same feeling that we really can't be together.
hahas.
we really can't make it.
hahas
i dun know wherther do i still have the feel for the someone.
Argh. T_T

2009-02-06T20:41:00.005+08:00

Today go out with Bi to bugis
then eat dinner there.
then walk around.
then leave there around 7pm.
Bi send me to my bus stop peh me wait for my bus.
then she go off.
<333

Hmmm today is our first day.
and we are no longer PTS anymore.
YEAH.

LOVE YOU LOTS.
WE WILL LAST LONG DE.
MUACKX

2009-02-02T21:25:00.002+08:00

Bi
dun be sad le laur.
Although i still dun know understand why are they so important to you.
but no matter what they are still your friend.
they will still talk to you de.
Argh
i just dun know laur
k.

YOU TELL ME AFTER YOU COPY FINISH YOUR NOTES YOU WILL CALL ME DE.
AND WAIT DUN KNOW HOW LONG YOU STILL HAVEN CALLED.
ARGH
I GUESS YOU FALL ASLEEP LE BAH.
Sian.
you always do that de.
so i already used to it le.
k.
i shall continue tmr then.
ByeBye :)

2009-02-02T17:05:00.002+08:00

Hai
Today school end at 1 plus.
then go eat lunch with Friends.
then back home.
then right now here i'm.
hahas
going to have a nap soon.
hahas.
feel very sleepy today.
k laur.
i take a nap first.

2009-01-31T22:07:00.007+08:00

Hey.
Sian .
nth to do de.
hahas.
K laur.
Just Posts Some Pictures.

2009-01-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hey.
you this is the second time you make me CRY.
Hahas.
And YOU HAVE TO RMB TODAY DATE K.
hahas.
:)

2009-01-29T13:51:00.003+08:00

Hey.
Yeah.
today class end early wor.
hahas.
Went to eat KFC after school With Beehsiang & hweeling.
Argh
And the malay ppl in my class keep disturbing me.
So irritating.
Hahas.
Sian.

I am sorry Bi, I go eat with my friends nv pei you.
k laur.
Next time i will go with you de k.
Rmb tmr k.
And must rmb tmr date and day k.
LOVE YOU LOTS.
YOU ARE ALWAYS MINE.
AND YOU WILL BE FOREVER MINE.

I am still thinking wherther should i go B class anot...
This coursing my brain cell DAMAGE man.
Who can tell me Wherther should i go anot.
First thing I want to go with YOU.
Second if i stay i can learn better.
Argh.

BTW I THINK I WILL GIVE UP MY STUDY AND GO WITH YOU BAH.
I AM VERY STRESS JUST BECAUSE OF THIS LAUR.
AND LIKE NO ONE KNOWS.
IS NOT BECAUSE OF FRIENDS. IS JUST BECAUSE I WANT TO BE WITH YOU.
I DUN WANT TO LOSE YOU.
YOU UNDERSTAND.
AND ONESIDE WAS TELL ME NOT TO CHANGE AND MOST OF MY CLASS MATES ASK ME NOT TO CHANGE. EVEN MY EE TEACHER AND THEY SAID THAT SLOWLY I WILL GET TO KNOW THEM DE.

THE OTHER SIDE ASK ME TO JUST CHANGE. COS IF I CHANGE I CAN GO WITH YOU LE.

I JUST WONDER AM I HERE TO STUDY OR STRESS ABOUT STUPID STUFF.
I MUST BE CRAZY MAN.

God i leave this to you.
I Trust you GOD.
God Bless Me.
I KNOW YOU WILL GIVE ME A RITE ANSWER .
LOVE YOU GOD.

2009-01-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

Yo yo yo...
Back here agrain.
hahas.
today went brenda hse hahahs.
then eat and everything...
then off to li yi hse.
hahas.
stay there till about 5.
then off to meet my parents and sister
then go for movie....
After that have my dinner.
Hahas ...
Guess what i ate sushi for my dinner.
:)
hmmm nice love it.
hahas.
...
Argh school tmr sian...
Shall end here.
Nites.

2009-01-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

Argh Sian.
today wake up late then try to prepare myself faster then off to school.
then on my way to school dun know what happen to me.
then i fall down at the bus stop.
Argh.
So school was alright laur.
k laur.
gtg le.

2009-01-20T15:50:00.003+08:00

Hahas. Today school end early.
Me hate school right now.
all the joy and fun that me and bi had were gone.
I WANT TO GO BI CLASS.
I NEED YOU.
Argh.
Sian.

OMG I CANT STAND THIS TYPE OF SITUATION FOR LIKE 1 OR 2 YEAR LAUR.
i will die and this is not my type. Kills. HELP HELP HELP.

So sometime i have to go alone during lesson.
but today school was okay laur i get to go with them.
At least i still have them as my friends.
And i should be happy bah.
hahas. :)

After that meet bi at stc bus stop.
then go get back my thumb drive.
then headed to the canteen.
the food there is like oh my gosh.
OMG.
Argh. then bi headed to school.
so i headed back home.
hahas
then go online and watch tv
then me fall asleep.
hahas
then now i am Here.

Bi miss you lots.
Love you alway.

2009-01-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

Hey me today dame tired and my leg super pain laur.
Go far east with debra,
audrey and brenda.
Then audrey and debra wanna see new year clothing.
then stay there till around 4 plus to 5.
then headed to PS cos audrey wanna see her cloth.
Is like we walk to PS.
then end up cannot find any so we headed down to bugis.
then walk till around 7 then i got to meet my mother.
then go with my mother till around 9.
then headed home. hahas. finally.
And tmr school agrain.
Argh.
gtg le .

2009-01-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

hai today school start at 8 agrain.
Me got to wake like 5.30 .
Argh tiring.
then end sch at 12 meet brenda for lunch.
Argh. we go near by market to eat and
the food was so dame sucks and gross laur.
so after that went back to sch for cca.
then we waited till like 2.30 and ended up cca was cancel.
Argh. then headed to yishun ite yea.
then wait for brenda friends then slack till 7.
then go meet gwen at 8. hahas.
then reach home at 10 plus.
yup gtg le.
bye

2009-01-14T21:39:00.003+08:00

Erm sch ended late today.
Argh i'm like so tired and i am dame cold in class laur.
And i am dame angry with someone that have no understanding.
Argh.
Like so dame it.
PTS also won even slap me laur.
GO DIE LAUR.
i tired to blog le.
cant stand it anymore.

2009-01-13T20:44:00.003+08:00

yea i am back agrain. hahas. yeh everyday got to wake up early in the morning. sian. then me and friends cannot get into the same class. also sian. then time table different. also sian.
Argh. To me now everday so sian. Then gomas somemore lost my thumb drive . Now got to buy a new thumb drive AGRAIN.
ARGH.
i am dying soon.
gtg le.
bye

2008-11-09T20:27:00.003+08:00

Omg. My blog nearly dead agrain. hahas. Nevermind i shall save it. Yupp. Hmmm i have been very busy going out now a day. hahas. So i never blog like two weeks. I think i going to kill by someone if the blog die. hahas. Anyway last two weeks i have a great time shopping and looking for clothing. Yupp. hahas. Today go out with a friend. went vivo shop for my shoes, then went for lunch. After that walk around then back home. Actually meeting Debra at bugis but she say no need le. Then stay at home use computer. Yeah. No need to down to bugis agrain. hahas. Oh man . I cant wait for the day to come. I want to drink, I want to drink, HAHAS. I CANT WAIT.

Btw why now a days girls are so in to guys? Argh. So wired. I cant stand it, so dame it gross.
Pls friends you all can find a nice and good looking guy next time. Yup. Dun be so in to them right now.Yeah.

Hai, I feel so sad and disappointed. I feel that all friend just cant understand me.They dun even know what am i thinking and what i want right now. And dun really understand what are they thinking about.
I dun believe that friend are forever, one day they just leave you out of a sudden.

I still dun know what is the reason, that we ended up in this way, I really really really want to know. I really cant accept it. I really wish one day you will come and tell me.
Yupp. i will wait the for the day to come.

life is just very sucks for me,

I want to get out of this world right now.

2008-10-25T00:39:00.004+08:00

OH GOSH!!! HOW I AM GETTING FATTER SOON, IF I CONTINUE EATING. OH MAN, SADDDDDDDD. ): Yesterday is a boring day for me, cos i am at home the whole day. So boring. Argh. I was like thinking Why do people want to smoke and go for drinking? Maybe stress or under depression, maybe they think that they feel more better by doing all those thing. If lets say your crush were to do all those thing will you go stop him/her? I'm not too sure. Why thing go this way? This is not the way i wanted it to see. Nobody is perfect in this world, But you can choose to do it or not to do it. Argh. I just wish you won't do it. yea. I can't stop you, but don't wish to see you becoming like that. I will be very sad if you were to do some unbelievable things. Oh man. Why am started to care so much about you. Why am i becoming like that. I hate myself right now. I want to be a happy girl, nomatter what happen i will still put on a smile on my face. I want to be STRONG. I don't know what wrong with me now a days. I'm like so moody. All my smile is fate. My brain cell is damage. I just can't stop thinking. Maybe you will think that i am crazy, why do i still wanna do that even i know that is imposable. Don't ask me why, I myself also don't know. I am now under confusion right now. I'm really trying very hard, but pray that thing will just go smoothly after all. Missed you from the the moment i wake up. And you will never know that actually I'm referring to YOU. Hmmm. IS THE BEST THING YOU DON"T KNOW. :)
Hahas. smile.

YOU''ER JUST LIKE BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY,
THAT EVERYONE OF US WILL NOTICE IT .

2008-10-23T23:45:00.003+08:00

Hmmm today wake up early just to meet Audrey, Brenda and Hui xian in school for breakfast. But I am sorry cos i am late agrain today.hahas. After eating then go find Gomez to take our report book. After that meet Debra at tiong. Then we go church together to meet zhi han. After that down to bugis to walk around and have dinner there. After dinner we headed to town, cos zhi han want to get his staff there. Wow!!! you know what, while he is buying his staff, I saw some dress that can fit me for my prom. Hahas. Finally. Went home after that. It was like raining heavily outside. Hahas. The weather is like so cold. and i can sleep very smoothly NOW. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! LOVE TODAY.

I just hope you were there one day.
You are just like my everything.

2008-10-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday me wake up late, then wash up, after that go online. Read blogs and LJs. After that i was like taking 20 min to find a cloth, taking 30 min showing, come out i was like taking 30 min to make up. Oh Gosh. I am dame late laur. Actually by right i should meet all of my friends at 2pm but i reach at 3pm. Hahas. Meet them at long john, Fiona decided to eat Subway.Then down to Subway waiting for her to eat finish. While waiting me and Brenda was like kept on taking photos. Hahas. Walking around vivo, saw man yan and rozana. Then they join us for shopping. While shopping we were finding jobs at the same time. Yup. Yeah. Then go for cam woring. FUN FUN FUN. HAHAS. Home after that. Yeah. I have fun today.

Missed you everyday,
My brain just can't stop thinking.

2008-10-21T00:27:00.005+08:00

Ytd wake up as usual. After washing up then go online and on the phone with Brenda. Planning to go out but something happen. So end up we didn't go out, so we stay at home the whole day. yup. hahas. So soon I'm gonna be FAT FAT FAT. OH GOSH. I'M like eating and eating and eating lots junks food at home. Therefor i decided to do 1 hour of excises. yeah. and i do it. Hahas. And now i will start to control myself by not eating junk food anymore. And now i want to go for diet, by not eating too much and skipping my dinner. yeah. Maybe i will be taking fruits for my dinner, I'll spend 1 hour everyday to do my excise. And i really mean it. yeah. I want to be slimmer. Hahas. After 1 hour of excises i rest for awhile then went to bathe agrain. Use com till 11.30, start talking on the phone with Brenda till nearly one. While talk to Brenda i was watching television. Yup. :) "Brenda don't be like a pig anymore SLEEP & SLEEP". Hahas.

Just freeze for a minute,
And I'll be there.

2008-10-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. I KNOW IT IS IMPOSEABLE. Nomatter how much i do, it will never happen. And i do not know why am i getting in to this situation. Which is like falling for YOU. ARGH. I and you are only just passerby and not event friend at all. Why am i teasing went ever i think of i am gonna loose you nomatter what. And i will not be seeing you anymore. I just hope that at least you still will be my normal friend "this won't happen". I know i will never be loved by someone. I know i am nothing. I think i shoulden have come to this world. I don't wish to be in this world too. :( Is so stressful and so heart breaking, and make my life so miserable. I hate myself. Now then i believe that in this world there is no true friend, oneday they will just leave nomatter how close you and her are. Nobody can understand how i feel right now. I have loose a friend where she can understand me well and have given me lots of opinions when ever i needed it. I am just no at the right path right now. Who can help me with that?

Erm today is a very boring day for me. Stay at home the whole day watching television and using com. And this is what i do for my whole entirer day. :)

2008-10-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

It's the first day.